NLE

NLE. Not sure whether I've answered right or wrong. I've done my part. I want the scores now. Lol. I think that they will be releasing it on August, I'm thinking what if they released it on my birthday? It's going to be the BEST or the WORST present.

That concludes my NLE experience.
Thy will be done.

Day One

I woke up badly today, because of lack of sleep. I lied on my bed at 9:00pm but all I did was roll. My mind was reviewing random things o_o I only slept lightly, just like taking a nap on a arm chair at school. I awaken  easily by noises and I even knew my brother got home already, around 3:00am.

I thought I was going to have a bad start. Good thing I viewed twitter and facebook, and words of encouragement are flowing so I brushed away all negativity, I didn't mind not having a good sleep -- I told myself, it is just a challenge given to me by the Lord along with the exams, so I accepted it. I played One Piece opening song, "Fight Together" while bathing (i.e. because it is recorded on my phone so I went to the bathroom with my phone), and loaded Lucas Gabreel's version of "Go the Distance". I listened to it while dressing up. 

I am weary, but I always prayed. I put in mind that I'm not alone. Whenever I see a clue word I did not see before, I thank God. I can say that I have submitted my faith to Him. 

I am with my batch and with Him, with people praying and rooting for us. 

I am uncertain of my answers but I am hoping for the best. 

Save me

I always thought of crying but I did not -- because who am I to cry for something that I've strived for. I may not be the best but I've come this far. I'm not going to cry because I know I can do it. I can surpass it. I am ready, with my batch, with God, with everyone else who wants this for me. 

I'll cry after nalang hooooooo.

Faith

Faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty. Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside..

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I think that one does not simply live without something to believe in.
It does not matter what religion as long as they hold on into something. I think it is faith onto something is what makes people become stronger. It's an abstract thought and probably hard to understand or find or define. Faith is a personal thing. It's like a physical development wherein one grows at their own pace. The difference is that physical things happen at a certain age but realization of faith takes a while to develop.

I don't have a strong set of beliefs or values at the moment. Any opinion may change my mind. I am easily moved. I can tire out of a strong desire because of my procrastination or idleness. I want to find out where my faith belongs, learn the things that I truly believe in and hold on to them. That way, I'll become stronger. I'll be able to define myself, my life and how I'll live it.

Or maybe
My faith lies in procrastination?

Nooooooooooooooooo.

Goodluck to me.

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I am not reviewing.
Like, who am I not to review :\
Not a LOL situation BUT, that's what I do.
I do nothing.
I get the idea I shall study
But then I don't.
I only have the idea.

HA.
I shall read what I typed earlier in this post.

Bye.

panic?

I don't know if I'm envious or am I jealous about people who went to review centers. That fact is like adding pressure to me. I am wondering if I really have enough bullets for the exam. But to think about it whether or not you enroll for a review, it's all the same. I think the one that differs is how it was presented and how complete it is. But what is complete? Ha. You never know what may appear --anxiety level on me is high. 

Well right now all I can do is believe, pray and review more.

Guess I just have to carry on 4 days reading and reviewing with myself.

I've played S4 for like, 3 hours, my dad thinks it's already a sin or something indirect :( 

Oh well, I'll let those words pass by my ears and gone they are forever!

Good luck to all of us!