Humdrum

Heya!

I've changed my layout XD I miss the times I spend making my own. Lol. Well, that won't happen anytime now. I can't make one with the time I spent in school.

My duty schedule changes per week. I go to the hospital at 6-2, 2-10 or 10-6 four times a week. And I have classes every Saturday. Sometimes on-call on fri-sat.

A humdrum.

A monotonous routine that's getting quite old.

I get envious at people who does things accordingly to what they want. I don't know why I bother thinking what others are doing instead of doing my own thing. Perhaps I'm just not satisfied with my current situation. I probably want to explore on what things the world can offer.

Do I think too much?

Lol.

I wonder what would it be like if I'd pursue medicine. Well... you get to stay in the hospital and do rounds like a boss -- you do not need to think of what to do next because you probably would have a lot of things lined up. But as a consequence, you'll be giving up time for sleep, play, social and randomness.

If i'm not a medicine student on the other hand, if I'll just be a nurse, I'd probably try to get used to my job, learn about prescribed medications and all sorts after I graduate. And then about 2-3 years from now, perhaps during benign days, I just got to be creative to spend my time more fashionably fun.

HAHA.

Actually this life is like the "Skill Tree" on DN SEA.

You got two branches and something in between. You can only chose one and try to make combos so that you'll level up fast. you can't have everything because you have limited SP XD

Yea yea.

Sigh.

My posts does not differe from my other posts.

There's no improvement XD

I mean, it's all rants and as if there's nothing happy going on in my life :))

Shitty.

Nah.

It's just that happy thoughts are not meant to be written down, they're meant to be verbally shared XD And all problems should be jotted down, so it won't pile up that you got to go and bitch around.

HAHA.

I'll end there.

'Till then!