Why?

I just want to laugh at myself right now, because after four years, I'm still asking one same question to myself. Why'd I choose my course? XD

Sooner or later, after I get what I should get I might even have the courage to take something different or pursue it? Well life's not fun if everything is done half-heartedly. So I do pray to God that I'll learn to genuinely love my job, or to have the courage to take chances and study something different.

I am slow.