Friday, February 24, 2012

One Long Day

Today was a long day.
We took our first drill test this morning. That's 190 questions in total. Of course I didn't study -- but I still have the guts to HOPE I passed.

Then we waited 'till 3 to hear all of the announcements. I don't know why, but just listening to everything that they say seemed to be complicated. It's like everything pilling up (゚ペ)

Planning and thinking is just a burden to my sensitive brain. I guess thinking ahead is the hardest part because when you are already engaging in what you planned, things will just go. Whether or not it goes according to plan, at least everything is right in front of you and you know where to turn to fix things up. Too much thinking does not really go anywhere. Told ya, it's a burden!

So right after that toooo much thinking.
I went to Gateway with my friends. Good thing, really goood thing I had somewhere to go to right after that overwhelming schedule talks. Somehow the thoughts were set aside. Although I enjoyed watching a movie and eating with those two -- I still want to spend more time with them :)) yea... because I want to sit down and talk about anything. ( ̄▽ ̄)ノAs in random things. I'd love to do the same with other friends. You know, when you just chill, not minding "what time is it?" HAHA. LOL at myself am I deprived or something ? AHAHHA. Or naaah, I just miss them so.

Moving on~
*i can't believe i'm saying this but* I feel old. I can't feel the youth in me anymore HAHAHA stupid responsibilities and tasks, makes me feel I'm not taking things easy anymore. Now bring that happenings back XD This feeling makes me want to plan for the future. Like how to earn money and stuff... oh shucks. See I'm thinking -- I dunno if it is over thinking already but HA. Funny shit.

OH~!
I got my graduation picture by the way. Honestly, I do not like it. Good thing the terrible feeling of disgust was compensated with my creative shot. It was simple and nice :" > Seriously, I hope that was my graduation picture instead! hoho. I look fat-so in the graduation picture. I like my high school graduation picture better. Whew. I look better than that(×_×;)

Friends are telling me to fix my appearance. Why?
Not just 1 or 2 people, like them them. I haven't been conscious, not until they started commenting. I wonder how 'bad' I look in their perception lol. The only ones that compliments me are my parents lol -- what a given. HA. Not to be vain or something, but I just want to write about that. Perhaps after some years, I'll remember them about reminding me to gussy up.

Wow this post became really random towards the end. I was trying to be more topic centered on every blog post I make. Though I guess I will fail. I'll just be spontaneous -- like anything that pass by my thoughts. It's better - 'cuz every thought is just connected with each and every stuffs.

'Till theeeeeeeeeen!

1 comment:

  1. lol kasi di ka naman ung self-conscious type, super simple mo lang. gusto lang namin makita na ngaayos ka kase naccurious kami kung ano itsura mo pag nagayos ka haha

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