Suicide

Rage

People rage a lot. 

Have you heard of the news where a student committed suicide? Her death made students rage as they threw chairs out of their classrooms and burned them. Was the act really necessary? Does that make the doer of the action cool? Did it solve anything, probably a ritual to bring back a person to life? No. 

A strong desire can either be beneficial or lethal depending on how you execute that energy. A person can be heard when conveying thoughts or can be unheard when an action is done before expressing self with words. I mean they could have just communicated with someone than destroying properties that apparently, they will not even replace.

Suicide

The University of the Philippines is also getting a lot of ill-favored feed backs regarding their decision. What I can see is that all fingers are pointed at the university. Does it really just revolve on that factor? 

Philippines is a hard country to live on. 

She can't be the only one who is struggling. A lot are struggling, a lot have probably been turned down though they did not choose the path of ending their lives. Shit really happens and it is up to you to do what you want. Kill yourself or live and get a different path. 

"....walang free lunch sa mundo. sobrang baba na ng tuition fee sa UP kapabayaan na lang ng magulang yun at hindi maganda ang upbringing ng bata dahil wala syangtakot sa Dyos. simple lang yan kung walang pera tumigil muna at magtrabaho. magulang ko di rin ako kayang pag aralin pero di ako nagreklamo at di ako nagpakamatay. nga working student ako. lahat may solusyon sa problema" - comment in the inquirer

I agree with what he/she said. 

It's a person's choice. 

I'm not pro suicide or whatever. I mean if I had a troubled friend I'd help my friend out and bring him/her back  to reality. What people say are important. What people consider as problems for themselves are important even if it sounds easy for you. I mean continue to listen to emotional outbursts or the people around you. Annoying as it is, it is helping them in a way. It is important to have an outlet.

Here's her suicide note I was able to search:

“Mahal na mahal ko ang pamilya ko. At lahat din ng iba pang nagmamahal sa akin. Di ko lang talaga rin kinaya. Sana mapatawad at ipagdasal niyo ko. Salamat sa lahat magkikita pa ulit tayo. Sorry pero kailangan ko lang talagang gawin to ”

There was no hate written. She didn't tell what was her real problem. Perhaps her family and close friends are the ones who will be able to assume what was the cause.


Lesson
The lesson I think we should get from the tragedy that happened is that we should keep our loved ones uplifted. If they are passionate on something and fail, we must be there for them.

Honestly, I get ideas of just ending everything. But I do not have the courage to do so. Sometimes I don't care if it was my last today, it won't matter. It is a personal thought. If that thought is not cut out by something  it will grow stronger.

The ones that can stop it is yourself or words someone says that uplifts you, or something that you do work out.

That's how far as I know.

In her case, nothing worked out for her.

I can't really blame the school on this matter. They have set rules. Probably a lot of students have plead. Probably some were not granted but no tragedy happened.

That's just how it goes.

There has to be something bad that will happen before a change will occur.

Life.

It is really twisted.