Tired.

I'm too tired of the cliche going around my supposedly second home.

I'm just too tired that even getting angry is tiring. I don't know what's with my personality, but sometimes, I let things pass... even if it's bullshit. Because even if I get angry, things won't change and I'm not planning to step up and say words to professors.

I see a lot of comments - everything they write is likable, but I don't know why I can't draw an emotion. Well perhaps it is because they have already felt the anger I am suppose to feel and have written down words I could have said.

Yeah, perhaps that's it.

There's just too much negativity and perhaps I want to stay a little hopeful or optimistic about it, just in time when everyone's really feeling so bad because we can't do much.

Change have been consistently tiring - I feel I'd breakdown once I feed my thoughts with "..they should" , "...i hate this" , "...i won't study because it's fucked up" and all sorts alike. I'll get nowhere. I'll stress out from thinking about everything. I'll waste my energy fucking the fucked up.

SO right now, I'm betting on luck - well I'll support it with facts though

Duty at 10-6am.
Exam in the afternoon.

:D