Erasure Sucks

Damn PRC form almost killed the me :| I had an erasure in my paper. I've erased AM and superimposed it with a more readable, AM. Didn't know they were that strict :| Well, I know the rule was simple but, I perhaps didn't take it seriously because they didn't have any conviction back then :| SOO.

Good thing I was able to 'erase' that 'erasure' or else they won't accept it and I have to repeat it. Although my OR PRC form does not have any escape. I need to fix that or else it won't be credited. At least, it's just going to be 1 and not 2. I need the former more than the later tho, because they will be checking it already.

For now, I have no major concerns. I just got to work it the moment it is given to finish early.

Thank God.

Delivery Room, Babies & Just wow

Aaah. Such a tiring day!

We had our duty at Quirino's delivery room from 6am-6pm, although we were really sent home at around 5:30pm. There were a lot of mothers who gave birth today and man, they are such a blessing to us!

I was able to experience cutting the cord of a newborn child, was able to see forcep delivery, and THAT just made my nerves jump so high. I can't help but be nervous even for the forcep delivered baby, even though I am not the one in charge.

I tell you what it was intense in that room. What more, when all the responsibility is yours? The maximum number of delivery is up to 24 mothers a day. I can somehow imagine it because the crowd I saw today, it's something. There werearound 8-9 beds and two post-partum mothers share 1 bed -- about 3 of them are in the hallway 'cuz there's no more space O_o

Just...wow

Nurses, Ob-gyne, Pedia people just move and move and move. Wow -- talking about mind your own business. Or perhaps more of a TEAMWORK - "I trust you do that!" kind of thing

We still got our 12 hours duty for tomorrow.

I think experience is truly the best teacher.

CASES

Completion of cases. It's driving me nuts. Sometimes I do not want to confirm my schedule -- but what else is there to do? I've got nothing at the moment. Just slacking off. My plans are kind of off at the moment. OH I KNOW THE REASON I was sick for 3 days. And my intestines are still not well at this point. I got some flu last April 5, right after I got my first case. I just felt weak for 2 days and I vomited. My body was so excited that day it just... I don't know what's happening in my insides :)) I should remind myself to study. BECAUSE THAT'S THE REAL PLAN But now I'm watchign Fairy Tail. Kind of skipping some parts but the action parts are good -- something to watch. Then I'll go to school later. Then go home. Then... LIST THE MS DISEASES. Period. Don't want to stack everything. I 'm not going to finish if I do so. ---------- PS this is still labeled third year because I ain't finished with 3rd eyar. hoho.

Oyea

HAHA. It feels so funny.
Lord doesn't really want me to go high all the way. Things are compensated, but it's just too much.
I shall manage everything. EVERYTHING if I want things to go my way.
And I hope I can do it


3.0 2.5 2.25
Ain't freakin' bad bwaahaha
But I got 3, 3's already.

Can't do anything with that.

THIRD YEAR FINALEH

Third year just ended.
Like I never felt it was there O_o
Each day just kept on going that I never really felt the transition. Now, it's summer and we're completing our PRC cases.

In two months I will be a 4th year student. Just w-o-w
April is being planned in front of me. I kind of slacked this week but I can't do that for the following weeks.

I have a plan and that is to reread my books or such this summer and I need to do that to feel some accomplishment. And that's really a requisite if I want to remember all the things. I'm not someone who's good at memorizing.

And in addition, due to stalking much at FB I learned that this 'ate' whom I've known when I was still first year is going to.. going to freaking work at the OR.

OMG.
And I've known also a 'kuya' who was introduced to me during first year, who is working there at the OR.

What are the odds that these people, whom I know by the name - talked in some way or another, but I'm not close with -- happen to work at the department that I am interested in. How can they be so COOL

I...
I still am dreaming to enter that OR thing.

Forever

Admiration. Regardless the gender.

I like the person, so I can't help it.

I'm having fun with her always.

Don't know.

But it really is fun being with her.

Haha.

I'm a fan of nakama's or friendship, unending bond.

I love those ideas...

So once I meet someone who's crazy and random.

Really can't help it.

I want to keep them forever

Friend!

My friend looked me in the eyes and told me 'study hard' it was sudden, and striking as it really affected me. It was Cookie who told me that. I wonder if she thinks about what she said :)) It had an impact on me. I am nothing without my peers at the moment. I thank Joa for being there, making me laugh at times.. She's smarter than me, yeah and that causes uneasiness but I try not to =)) I remember Megan because of her. Lol. Bot of them are silly XD and fun to be with. They both have something in common: randomness XD and that's what I like :))

Really.
I'm thankful for my peers.

:)

Productive Duty

I just had the best duty experience in my entire 2 years of OJT. Ngayon ko lang kasi sineryoso yung mga ginagawa namin na mag-iisip.

Kasi ang tinuro saamin ni Sir, hindi lang yung facts mismo e -- tinuro niya sa amin kung gaano kaimportanteng mag-isip. "Listen before you talk and think before you answer" Parang ganun ang dating. Dapat alam namin mga bagay bagay. Hindi naman kailangan maging sobrang matalino ka para makagawa ng isang bagay. Dapat alam mo ang gagawin mo at responsible ka sa mga gagawin mo.

Lahat ng bagay may koneksyon e. And once that connection is clear to you, everything follows.
Nakakatakot maging nurse. Nakakatakot.
If you miss an important fact you might kill a person. Pwedeng manyari yon.

Most of the time dalawa lang ang option. Yes or No. Bibigyan mo ba ng gamot? Tutusukan mo na ba ng IV? Sasalinan ba ng dugo?

Isa lang ang sagot sa dalawa.

Natutunan ko rin kay sir prioritization.
Ano mas kailangan.

The best teacher si sir. Hindi kami mali sa pinili namin. Kahit mahirap ang pinili namin okay lang ako dun, may natututunan naman ako e.

And it's more than what the books can offer.
Experience.

Be responsible

"you can do anything you want provided that you'll be responsible"
is a phrase pretty much used in my Neurology Class
and it's the first time I did not belittle the phrase
especially you can sense that she means what she says

whenever i lose my drive in studying, i look forward for
an influential professor to give me
the drive i need in order to give myself a good push

i guess i'm lucky enough to encounter someone
like maaam hihi

Team lol

Great team. Seriously.
Those kinds of people help me grow. I was thinking that the things that I want is impossible to reach, but they've provoked me to keep my hopes up and I think, I can reach it. Nothing will be done if I don't work on it.

I admire them.
Intelligent. Realistic. Supportive.
In between those are problems but it gets solved.

And somewhere behind my mind I am wanting to experience to have a case presentation with that certain group.

I swear.
If there's going to be a group I'll be with it must be with them.

"Teamwork divides the task and multiplies the success."

I'll keep on growing.
Thanks to them.

NCMH Done!

Been a week through but glad I was able to survive it.
Perhaps I'd learn more if I've stayed there, on NCMH, longer. Haha. My patient was discharged on the 4th day. I was glad :D but also regretting I was not able to ask more questions that will help me understand him more.

I pray they will get well soon, that their loved ones won't give up on them.

Hello Twenty Eleven. Hello School aka Nursing.

Honestly, it feels gloomy that I'll be going back to school. I really had fun staying at home, having random talks with my neighbors, choir etc., watching DVD's, playing S4 w/ kuya tan, mark simon and ross, be random, sleep whenever I like, wake up without setting the alarm, reading and memorizing nothing, worrying about nothing... just plain cool.

And now.
January 2, 2010.

The moment I woke up I received a text message regarding our project.
And then for our orientation in the National Center for Mental Health, our report, our therapy...
And then I remembered "oh yeah, long exam for psych and parent and child plus ret dems on february..."

I don't know what to think or feel.

Ewan.
Ano na ba.

Well I've just finished our project's task and fixed my things.

There's more to come
But for now, I call it a day!

2nd at the 3rd

Let me write an update regarding my third year life.

First of all our sections were cut off from ten to eight sections. I belong to the second to the last section so we are totally re-shuffled. I was randomly inserted in section C -- where no other person from section I (my former section) was placed. Not to worry, it isn't my first time to be randomly inserted -- my first was during second year first semester.

Gladly, I know a couple of people and also people whom Bdette knows. I was touched by this girl when she told me that she told her friends to "take care" of me. I don't know if that was the exact words but -- it makes me want to cry :c what a caring friend. She also showed me birthday video greetings from my classmates :c makes me want to cry harder nao.

We had our orientation last last week. That was for 2 days. The second day was a waste of time since the professor didn't show up. A substitute gave us HW's. I finished it right away so I can pass it the next Monday.

Last Monday we had our Physical Assessment. I paired up with R.A :D
The next day was a holiday, so no classes.

I thought our return demonstration was going to be Wednesday, but no.
They cancelled it. Only spirituality elective has a class.

But what went wrong?!!
They announced it when I was in school already :c
No turning back. Lol

Mico told me about the group message when we were in J.Ruiz station.
It was a waste of time if I didn't at least stay. So I chatted with Mico, Mark, Jazzie and AC. I know them because Badette mentioned them. Well Mico has been my classmate last summer and Mark Patatas, I've been talking with him on plurk regarding One Piece.

Lol.
They are nice people :D
Though I can't relate that much, they're fun to talk to. They are so spontaneous XD

So up to Friday, I don't have any classes.
HAHA!

Monday, it'll be formal.
:D

Extended Sembreak

They called it extended sembreak because unlike other sections -- we are lucky enough not to have serious classes :3
It'll start next week.

I guess next week will be -- h-e-l-l

Hoho.

Right now, I'm enjoying One Piece (*o*)

Re-shuffle for 2nd semester

Sections are going to be re-shuffled
My fate never had a sure path :))

Done finals

Exams are done!
As expected -- it was hard.

We even went to school yesterday even if it was announced that all classes in all levels are suspended

What can I say:
My school > CHED

Biostatistics was really... ugh.
*insert regrets* Shouldn't have sulked the whole sem because of Ms. "i-don't-like-her" M (our professor) Should have relied on myself.

The RLE exam, didn't expect community related questions, herbal medicines :| I keep on getting confused with vaccines

I still have more work to do -- not enough knowledge stored :( I wish I was a little bit more responsible and a little bit more smart. Targeting the ER, my vision about it remains blurred T_T

BUT I want to do happy things
sembreak...
... he-he-he

*evil grin*

Hello Kuroshitsuji and Shinrei Tantei Yakumo!
Hello digital camera!
Hello malls!

:D
Happy!!

NCM103

I'll never forget morphine again.

Rizal and World Civ

I thought I'm going to die on Rizal and World Civilization;
talking about going to the battle without any guns.
Well, guess it's just not my RIP today.

Wait...

Is it...

tomorrow?
Jeez, I got a bad habit of waiting :O

Borderline

HANGING

I feel that I am at the borderline.

3

I was about to study around 10am -- starting to get serious and wished to study for the whole day. However I received a text message saying that we should go to school by 3pm. I was so disappointed because they said it was counseling, meaning you've got something wrong with your grades.

So I got bad vibes and instead of studying I felt like going there right away. I took a bath -- and thought twice -- I watched instead and took a 30mins. nap.

They delayed the meeting up 'till 4:30pm.

And when I talked to my teacher

T: What's your problem?
Me: None (wala naman po)
T: Don't have any exam that failed?
Me: None (wala po)
T: Maybe this one, 2.9

I passed my Respiratory exam! Although it was hanging. Why'd she call me to go there? Lol. She said if I get 4 as my final grade I'll get 3.006 -- which technically, is still a passing mark. JOKE. Pag ni-round off yan 3.01 BAGSAK pa rin. Sobrang hanging akooo. @_@ Pero nalaman ko lang na 2.9 sa respi natuwa ako..

The frustration was lifted up suddenly and I was pumped up again. Good thing it wasn't any bad news -- I'm about to crush my record of no failure @_@ But I guess they don't give a damn if I get no unit failures if I show a 3.00 in my report card -- there are numerous nurses up for a decent competition. There are a lot more of people who are dedicated to this course. But seriously, I'm more interested in anime videos, photography and online games..

Well anyway.
That was a close call.
Got to exert more effort.

How will you beat this teacher?

"Personally, I make questions that nullifies test taking skills"
- F&E Professor

He told us how important studying and test taking skills are... then he said that line.
I can't help but laugh XD The word NULLIFY is just utilized in an epic way, especially when he's the one saying it :D swear

It's like a special attack in online games -- NULLIFY! -- and you can't do anything

It appears he's telling us, study study study or you'll fail to counter attack me XD

... can't get over it XD