Words

I watched an "inspirational video" and it states that for you to have a purpose, you must "Know Your Sentence" something like "He taught two generations of kids how to read" something like that.

Now makes me wonder -- really I'm not someone who has a purpose or a dream. No goal or something. Yeah to make money, well isn't that given already? I want something that is like not the usual goal for it to be considered a dream HAHAH too choosy? XD 

Well okay. Setting aside my perception of what a "purpose" is, I'll just list down things that I want.

• I want to work in a hospital.
• I want to earn a lot of money

Okay so there are two things that I have in mind right now. There is no love life there because... I'm not sure about that part? LOL. As a high schooler and a college student I've never really had a chance to explore the world. I am someone who follows the rules and live life the way they said I am supposed to live it.

Makes me admire people who are so carefree and have the courage to skip classes, for a vacation, or something -- even if something important is up there for school. I mean, I came to realize that school is not really that fun when you keep it normal. I mean, enjoy trying out sports or music classes... or dance... well I was into dance during grade school and then I don't know why I gave up on that :| and now there are a lot of KPOP dances that I want to dance. OH I kind of try to copy it thought HAHA out of boredom. But I need people to be with meeeee :))

I don't really know a lot of people. 

Well I know a lot but I am not close to a lot.

Well that's a wrong thing for me, I'm like introverted. LOL. So I'm kind of trying to step out of the box and just blurt out whatever thoughts I have -- may it be weird, because now nobody gives a fuck (unless you are caught in a video or something)

Oh another thing is that... I'm like this picture:

I more on write or think. I do not say or do.

That's another flaw.

I should really put an effort on myself HAHA.

But still, I don't know about the lovelife part

I just want to enjoy... go somewhere... be with friends.. be active... live a life..

I'd probably try and invite my mom to go out. She's always tired. She's already old, and sick too. But I want to go out. If all else fails I'll drag random neighbors. But they got school... so really what :)))) 

I'd probably stop thinking that I'm a burden to my parents first... so that I can freely try and ask for money.

And they are also telling me that I can go to Australia. But I will study first.

But I am having second thoughts... because of money...

They said they can provide I DON'T BELIEVE THEM. 

They might borrow or something ahahahaah. 

If they mean it show it to meeee. I must tell them, so that I won't worry that I am given much opportunity but they will be having troubles BECAUSE THEY GIVE ME OPPORTUNITY. 

:(

I can't grab and grab without considering what will happen to them. 

I'm just... jsut show me.

LOL Oh yea, parents don't read blogs. LOL

I don't know when I'll fall in love... i'm not looking. BUT I HAVE A CRUSH. 

But it's impossible if you don't know them like personally... only from afar... truth hurts so bad. LMAO. 

Enough.