Today

Nafefeel ko na onti nalang yung mga days na ganito ako. I mean, pinagsasawaan ko lang siguro mga bagay. Once na fulfill ko na yung gusto ko, baka maghanap na ako ng direksyon sa buhay ko. That includes work, love, family, and friends. 

I think I got off the idea that I'm wasting time -- I'm really not actually. I realized that this is just what I really want to do :)) Well, it might not be that fun for others but this is how I lived it. I live it with people who also want to live it like this. Once I'm over it, I will step out and say goodbye and then walk to find a new path. 

I stay because I want to, I leave because I want to. 

I probably am a free spirit right now. 

I can be influenced to stay for a while or forever or... I don't know. 

Just... I will just do what I want. 

I believe I'm not irresponsible. One of these days I might get struck in the head :)) 

But for now, I'm fine.