E ano ba talaga

WHY this path?

What have I done with my life...

What have I been wasting?

NO freaking point.

NO drive, no motivation, no goal.

Where will I go then?

Stupid.

Shitty things.

All the shit has been dumped on me... but I'm not cleaning it - I don't know how to! :"(

No faking support.

Huhu.

I do not want to take the test this JUNE :"(

Ilagay na nila ako sa October. Sige lang.

At least hindi ako kukuha ng hindi ko maipapasa. Hindi ako uulit, ma dedelay lang ng ilang buwan pero at least kaya ko diba.

Tae.

Ayoko kasi sabihin sa sarili kong, ayoko nang mag-aral kasi --- hindi talagaa ako mag-aaral. Ngayon pa nga lang e, medyo wala akong gana pero, lakas kong hindi gumalaw. Haha. Sakto nakapasa ako sa CA exam -- e parang basics lang yun -- e ngayon, kulang pa ako ng foundation / knowledge. E kung wala nang ibang pinoproblema edi magbabasa ako. E andyan, nakapila sila e, magagawa ko? Then I'll hear people trying to keep themselves positive, screw you shitheads like I can be like you. Ha. I WAS but I'm getting pulled by the bigger crowd who are RANTING day and night.

Sorry self,

If I'll be honest to myself, I might be able to get things done...

Huhu

Y'know why? After a rant, you'll realize -- maybe, just maybe you really want to get this thing -- because why would you cry, if it does not affect you -- if you don't really care -- if you don't want it... why rant and notice all the bad things... well just maybe, there's a portion in my thoughts, I want to get things done.E para sa akin nga ba talaga? Baka bukas sabihin ko nanaman "sayang" e pota, gulo gulo ng isip e ni-isang paraan hindi sinubukan. E paano susubukan e wala ngang gana? Ano na? Kain, laro, tulog nalang muna baka ganahan pang gumawa ng paraan. KASI kung HINDI sana MAGULO at kung MAAYOS ang lahat ng bagay edi mas maiisip mo "shet hindi ako nagkamali, tama ang pinili ko" dibaaaa? Kaya lang naman may rant kasi may HARANG. Kung walang harang, walang rant, walang dalawang isip etsetehrah.

Well...

Kahit matapos lang, basta wala kang iiwanan na bagay na nasimulan. Kasi andyan na, tinapatan lang kasi ng problema. Di ko naman alam na may tatapat dun na MGA problema.

>:|

HUHUUUUUUU.

E nasa sarili ko pa rin ang lahat.

Bahala ako

Buhay ko e.

:|

Pakamataaaaaaay.

Lol.

Walang iisang side ang post na ito.

Kbye