UNCERTAIN
That's one word I'll make use of to describe life.
That's one word I'll make use of to describe life.
I don't know what it gives. Once you make a decision it's like ... it gives you consequences that's doubled. Too many unexpected things happened lately. Too many undesirable attitudes springing out of different persons -- why doesn't everyone just become sensitive and responsible enough to work in a team. Nothing's going to happen... Yet here I am, keeping on sulking by myself, encapsulating my thoughts into words that no one can ever hear -- I mean people whom I shall address are not addressed properly. How can they know?
Why does people develop a characteristic of "I don't care"
Everyone's having the same situation yet each and everyone of us become stubborn and think we did more than enough and abruptly stop. Putting an end even if it's not properly finished.
How can I change; how can I affect people around me...
I don't understand.
Everyone's having the same situation yet each and everyone of us become stubborn and think we did more than enough and abruptly stop. Putting an end even if it's not properly finished.
How can I change; how can I affect people around me...
I don't understand.
I don't know how to start and write a post in the first place. I don't know how to sum it all up in a generalized form just not to name names or recall what happened. I feel that I've been manipulated, that I'm not who I am and that totally sucks.
Up until now I wonder why am I taking this path... there were many to choose from but why am I... each day I step into that place, I remove this uncertainty in mind so I can function well. But once I get into the reality and if the idea sink in -- its after effect bothers me.
I don't know when is the right time to cry, the right time to think, reflect -- I don't know. Too bad nobody is there to help me. Everyone's saying it is my choice.
That's why I hate deciding. Given an option I'll take the first thing that's in my mind -- that way I'll forget about the other and just go -- I hate it when others say "we should have" when it's done! Saying those kinds does not help at all.
And through this uncertainty -- I realized one thing.
No one cares at all.
Well, people who thinks about you are numbered by the fingers.
No one will ever feed you with their bare hands.
No one will be there to help you up
UNLESS you have something that they want
Bunch of users.
Fck sht.
I don't feel rested at all.
Up until now I wonder why am I taking this path... there were many to choose from but why am I... each day I step into that place, I remove this uncertainty in mind so I can function well. But once I get into the reality and if the idea sink in -- its after effect bothers me.
I don't know when is the right time to cry, the right time to think, reflect -- I don't know. Too bad nobody is there to help me. Everyone's saying it is my choice.
That's why I hate deciding. Given an option I'll take the first thing that's in my mind -- that way I'll forget about the other and just go -- I hate it when others say "we should have" when it's done! Saying those kinds does not help at all.
And through this uncertainty -- I realized one thing.
No one cares at all.
Well, people who thinks about you are numbered by the fingers.
No one will ever feed you with their bare hands.
No one will be there to help you up
UNLESS you have something that they want
Bunch of users.
Fck sht.
I don't feel rested at all.
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