There are days

I've realized.
There are days wherein you are at your best, days when everything is a mess, or days when you can't get out of bed because -- you just don't feel like it.

Everything happens.
And everything is so spontaneous.
You'll never really have a break unless you decide not to get out of bed. Everything unexpected will happen once you step out of the house and ride the tricycle or jeepney or LRT.

A day will begin with something important being left at home, and something unnecessary somehow found its way into your bag. For some reasons, things just don't click.

I wonder why?

There are times when you think you've done your part. Unfortunately, your calculations are just misleading.

The art of expecting.
Will it really work? Will it help us prepare?

We anticipate for the worst
We hope for the best
We wish for miracles

These three passes by our minds under circumstances right?

Well you know what..

In my case, once I'm inside the ward, one decision can make that anticipation true, all hopes crushed and those wishes undone.

Can't be choosy.
Once that patient is in front of you, deal with it. It's hard dealing with people. It's a matter of minutes before I decide to initiate an interview. I'm like a kid, staring at an adult that I barely know. Like, "who are you?" I wonder when will I comply with "JUST DO IT?"

And I've realized that sometimes when a patient says "I'm fine" I start to panic.
What the F will I write down my SOAPIE? Lol.

Oh not just the patients. Teachers.
Last last weeks professor prefers this, but last weeks professor said it's better to do this -- however both professors handled you in the past, so today's professor said he want's this, so do that!

Laugh out loud.

I'm slow.
I'm admitting that I am slow.
I'm slow because once a link is missing, I don't know how to connect things.
But not all links are missing all the time! I'm not saying I'm too...
There are just days...
Lol.

I guess this is one of this days.
Gloomy day.
Random day.

I don't understand why there was such a day.

Just because
I decided to get out of bed --