OR from scratch

OMG.
Duty happenings can not be anticipated. No. Never
First thing, we were late. LATE (OMFG I just remembered I did not LOG OUT fucking shit)
For 2 hours.
My gosh.

Well anyway, there was an ongoing case, so Genesis and Andrei made a go for it. And, Ayrton and Kristel took the MRM (modified radical masectomy) -- operation used for breast cancer patients. And then Megz and I are runners. We answered phone calls and fetched people, watched over the RR and regulated their IV. It might sound simple but to me it is already overwhelming.

Probably because I've never done much... I don't know fudge.

Sir Banyas asked me to interview one of the patients outside. My gosh. I went back like three times? Stupid. I did not placed the full name (including middle NAME as in NAME not just initial) and the Phil Health stuff. I'm soooo out of date when it comes to those things. Grabe.

I'm really NOT even close to a hundred.
I feel like chasing a DREAM from scratch.
I'm already in 3rd year and this is the fruit of three years?
Unacceptable!

=))
I feel ridiculous writing these...


In addition...
I looked so ignorant upon answering calls. I felt nervous and my freaking stubbornness rise! I did not move not until Megan answered. My gosh. What a very unlikely thing to do =)) I realized that in the end. But I ended up answering most calls -- FIRST MOVE isn't my thing :)) When it comes to phone calls...

And then, just when we were done in the RR, we went to OR1 where the MRM was. After like, 15mins Sir Bani called us again. He asked Megs to go to the patient while I stay with him. I can really see he was panicking -- or was it normal? Basta he was in a rush but still cool. And then he asked me to do SCRUBING.

Shit.
one of the lines I won't forget

"Dapat scrub lang ng scrub, hindi pa nga sanay mag gowning... hindi yung nagtatago kayo.." and so on.

BUT we were not hiding. We just want to see MRM! Deym. And yes the first statement, I'm guilty of it. But this is my second scrub anyway.
NOT much to do but watching the procedure amaze me. How small that thread could be ... .10mm ? With this tiny needle -- and eye silicon. OMG that's too much I don't know how people can endure the pain

AND THEN
And then and then.
Merong Cesarean
Takte sayang sana nag scrub na ako.
Binigay sa akin circulating nurse -- FUDGE di ako satisfied wala naman akong ginawa e. Nahiya talaga ako -- e kasi si Genesis -- basta maraming nangyari bakit napirmahan iyon. Sabi nila sayang e.

Inisip ko kasi, gusto ko mag OR pag nagkataon -- e kung parang free loader naman ang dating ko nakakairita sa parte ko noh.

Tsk.
Zero percent takte

Tas yung grade pa ni Sir Banyas ang taas nakakainisssss.

So ang grade ngayon para PUMASA lang?
Ampanget ng dating

Ayoko ng ganun.
Gusto ko may gawin

LOL

Tama na nga

I'm thankful God that you've given me this day.
I hope that you'll guide the SN's in the OR that they'll have enough energy and that they won't get sick :'(

I can see how toxic they are at times.

Goodluck to them.

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