No one would probably understand what I'm going to write because I am not going to go straight to the point. 

The only thing good and beautiful is the one in your imagination. Seriously, I was expecting one moment and the other, I realized the fvck am I doing? LOL. Perhaps lack of things to do makes me concentrated on one thing -- makes my mind make up stories.

I just have to move, whatever happening in front of me, so be it. If a chance would be given, then good enough. LOL.