Online Help

I stayed up this late because an FB friend of mine posted on his status about his worries regarding his brother. His brother has Cerebral Palsy and he was probably worried about him *well duh* and he wanted to help his brother but was currently confused.

im so worried of my Brother condition. his legs and arms are shaking and hurts so much. we just lay him side by side until he feels comfortable with it. my brother was diagnose a cerebral palsy syndrome on which his whole body doesn't response right but he can talk, he can speak and even understand. me and my mother was trying to relief him. i think that's the signal on which we must concentrate on him, his already 18 years old and yet disabled cannot eat on his own, cannot go to rest room on his own cannot make bath on his own. im so worried by now that every now and then he had always this sickness every night. hope anyone can help me regarding this guidelines or methods how to carry out things proper. thanks, just sharing what i feel know!!! PLEASE GOD HELP US!!!

Cerebral Palsy is incurable so treatments are symptomatic.He has two siblings with this disease. So yea I told him a couple of advice and stayed online to answer his queries. I am not sure about medicines so I told him I don't know. I was guided by the internet of course. Also he was panicking, he said he will bring him to a clinic if it was open. 

It made me realize that heck, I like what I'm doing. Being of some help to others. Even online -- wow. 

While he was talking to me, his brother's muscles were stiffening and I can feel pressure on his words. It's probably also because my mind's kind of animated when I read stuff -- it made me kind of nervous as well. Like imagining his brother in pain. What if that was for real? I mean what if he was on a hospital bed and I was the nurse? What would I do? 

An hour later it seems that his brother's condition got better. He said he'll bring him to the hospital tomorrow. 

I don't know if I was of much help but I stayed with him and talked to him. 

The best part?

THANK you so much!!!

First person I helped as an RN.

I felt the letters RN just glowed in front of me.

Dear God, I think I'm ready to become a nurse.
I'm telling you I'm not the best, but with each case I handle I will study it -- I will do what those petty teachers in UERM told me to do; "..Study your case"

Oh and this is such an eye opener. I will read my books again. Like meds, nanda, skills, basic principles of treatments (iv, hot and cold compress etc.) I'm asking God to help me on this. I will work in a hospital.

Yet again, another surrender to God.