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Starting tomorrow, I will be waking up by the alarm of my clock.

It's the beginning of my senior year in college.

The beginning of the near end - towards a new start.

WHOA.

I have to do this. Really.

I need to promise myself a lot of things and make it happen.

I need to think more about the things that I can do - and do it. And I should really stop putting myself down as I AM putting myself down just every time. I end up reasoning out. Those reasons, I believe originate in my very own inborn attitude: LAZY.

The laziness? Oh Dear Lord help me. Somewhere deep inside of me, a trigger button is malfunctioning that every now and then I feel like I don't want to do anything, I just want to lay in my bed! A bunch my fat cells might have turned it on! They wanna take a rest and chill some more!

Now my life would be like "The story of of the struggling bum" kind of thing.

Seriously.

I'm wishing myself g'luck.